I got 8 hours of bad sleep monday and tuesday nights, I woke up at 4am on tuesday and started crying for a good 30 minutes. Last night I went to bed at 7, I got up at 4am again but this time I went back to sleep until 6:30. After a good nights sleep I feel like I can now move forward to help her. I have the intention of going to Atlanta on the 16th to be with her at home unless she doesn't want me there, but I haven't spoken to her since monday. I am thinking of getting my station moved so I can be closer to her, but I am only exploring that option at this point. It is amazing how one event can change so many lives, I went from wanting to extend here to preparing to leave it within two months. I would like to say thanks to my friends and my Criminal Justice teacher (PHD in Psychology focused on CJ) who have helped me out so much.