..be born I'll be a father and dad to a newborn baby girl come april. I know ive been scarce, but real life has slapped me upside the head and its time to grow up. Time has passed so fast since last july/august it boggles my mind. Cant say for sure if im scared, nervous or ready because each day is different. I'm having my ups and downs, some days im confident, some days i'm scared. Most days i wake up, heart racing from a deep sleep of dreaming into the realization that yes.. this is real life. All i can do is continue to put money aside and keep my gf comfortable and happy. (kinda hard to do when pregnancy hell strikes and hormones cause anger and meanness) but thats the situations us men put ourselves into.